A person can possess a lot of qualities contradicting to his physical personality. One may be smiling from the outside but in pain in the inside. One may be full of confidence as his personality tells him on the outside but on the inside, questioning his ability and his existence. This is basically me in every aspect of life. I sometimes depicted by others as full of dreams and hopes for the future but in reality, I always question life. Beginning my university life, I know in myself that I have changed not just in my physical features but when it comes to making decisions as well. A once young man, with high hopes and aspirations for the future turned into a scarred individual, pained yet stronger than better.

The picture above is a Korean Boy Group named Bangtan Sonyeondan (방탄소년단). The group with seven idols were Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, and Jeon Jungkook. They may be idol who is now conquering the world as of the moment but they are more than the success they have achieved. They are the pain they received from the criticisms of the world. They are the doubts that they managed to proved. A lot of people look up on them because of their looks but within that looks is their perseverance to achieved what they desired the most. The one who is afraid to sing in front of many people, the one who produces music even though he don't have enough money to buy food, the one who starves himself just because the world tell him that he is so fat, the one who suffered depression and thought of ending his life, the one who pursue music even though his parents is in contradiction, the one who was called by the world as weird just because he is not the way the world wanted him to be, and to the one who chooses the group even though he can achieved everything alone. This is the story of BTS. They are my inspiration whenever i'm at my weakest point. That I can achieved everything when I only choose to believe in myself. Thank you for existing, hyungs!